All I want to do is cry. Overwhelmed, worried, nervous, more triggers have come back. Does it ever stop? Why can’t I have just gotten it right the first time around. Now I’m left to suffer the consequences of the past 15 years of my life.
I want this feeling to subside forever. I wish I could just live my life. Is that really so hard?
Why must we all have something go so terribly wrong in our lives to suffocate us at one point in our own lives.